All rolled into one person.
I think it's just because I'm working 2 jobs (typically leaving my house around 10 and not getting home until 830), have bills to pay, and basically am having to adjust to being a 'real' adult. It's just a whole new and different level of stress. I mean, I felt stress in school, but not quite like this.
I jokingly tell Zane and other close friends that I feel like I'm going through a quarter life crisis. I feel like I should go get some extreme hair cut, get a tattoo (except not really), buy something really expensive and unnecessary (unlike my car, which is expensive, but necessary) , or go on some exotic vacation. I have yet to do any of those things. Mostly because I don't have the money. But I did decide that I wanted to get away from it all, so I went to visit my Momma :) I'm past the phase where I think my mom knows nothing. In fact, I call her pretty much every day to ask her something, whether it be about my insurance, how to cook something, you know, mom questions.
So I will be adding a post about that trip. It was only for a weekend, but a weekend with my mom and little brothers always makes me feel better. Plus I didn't have to worry about cooking or anything like that, so I was actually able to relax a little bit.
To hold you over until that blog about my trip (which should come soon), here's a song that pretty much helps sum up how I feel. Unfortunately, I don't know when I will be "home" again, but Tomball, know that I miss you!
~ Tara
